The Marathons—Part 2. Competition vs. Completion
When last we left our…runner, he had just finished the Rome Marathon…..
After a quick trip to the doc, a chest X-Ray, and the assurance that it would get better eventually, I was off again. This time to the USA to figure out where we would be living this summer and attend the LIVESTRONG Assembly. Landing on Saturday night, I thought it would be a good idea to run the Dallas ½ Marathon with my cousin. But that’s a story for another day….
So, Rotterdam marathon. I returned from the US in time to catch spring break with the family in the South of France. A few test runs on the beach in Cannes (one over 11 miles) gave me hope that Rotterdam would go well. A positive to the slower pace of Rome was that I seemed to recover quickly.
As hot and sunny as it was in Rome, it was not in Rotterdam. Temps on race day barely hit 45 degrees (That’s around 7 degrees C for you Europeans out there), which presented a wardrobe problem. In addition, it was windy. Really windy.
My German winter training prepared me well for the cold temps. I managed to make my way from the hotel to the train station and then to the starting line with time to spare, wearing a combo of a cast—off sweatshirt and plastic rain poncho (more like a plastic bag with arm holes) over my LIVESTRONG gear. The race began with a shot from a cannon (no kidding) and a slow shuffle to the start.
As I began to run I had two thoughts. First, I felt pretty good. Second, for some reason there were distance markers every 50 meters—that was going to get old quick. Fortunately, the markers jumped to KMs after the first 500 meters, and the reason for them became clear later on. But I’ll get to that.
The first thing I noticed was that I was moving pretty quick. I was steady under 9 minute miles for quite a while, and I kept forcing myself to slow down since I was shooting for around 9:15 as a reasonable pace. After a while I gave up and just ran by feeling, figuring I would slow down eventually and hoping I didn’t burn up too much energy in the first half.
This is where the Competition vs. Completion comes in. I recently observed that my “athletic life” is made up of two overlapping and sometimes conflicting circles. The first circle is made up of my triathlete friends. In this circle we talk about PRs (personal records for those outside that circle), “A” races, goal times, etc. It is all about the results and the performance. The second circle is composed of my “charity running” friends and supporters. When they ask “how did the race go?” they are wondering things like how did it feel, was it fun, did you finish, etc. I might even make these circles on Google+, but I can’t figure that thing out so I won’t.
The reason I bring this up is that in some form or another, I face an internal struggle between these two groups as I run. On the one hand, I am running for LIVESTRONG—raising awareness and funds for a cause. My goal is to have fun, finish the race, and spread the LIVESTRONG message of hope and support. On the other hand, I really want to run fast. The faster the better.
This internal struggle generally forces me to make a decision at some point in the race—do I continue to push and shoot for a time, or let it go and enjoy the experience. Generally I am able to resolve it, but sometimes it takes longer than others.
In Rotterdam, I felt like I was running fast. Not too fast as to burn out, but fast enough to achieve that elusive (only made it once) sub-4 hour marathon. In the end, however, I let it go in favor of the experience and the ability to walk up the stairs the next day. There will be opportunities to run sub-4 again in the future, but I will most likely never run another Rotterdam marathon. As I ran the last 500 meters to the finish, I realized I had been here before. Literally. The start and finish were in the same place, explaining the distance markers every 50 meters. They were a lot more useful as a countdown to the finish….
Overall, the race went well. I finished my second marathon in less than 30 days, my 3rd Running event for LIVESTRONG (4th overall counting Dallas), and feel ready to wrap things up with the Weinstrasse Half next weekend. A few observations:
· What they said: “Water will be served via our unique drink system Smart Drinking.” What they meant: Water will be served in cups with sponges on top.
· When stopping for a celebratory post-race cheeseburger, keep an eye on your stuff. My sweat soaked “Gas Cap” hat was stolen off my table along with my map of Rotterdam, 2 drinks, and the few gels that were left. The cap and I have been through many marathons together—it will be missed. Who steals someone’s hat?
· When given the opportunity to drop off clothes for after the race, don’t pass it up. It’s cold out there!
· I can at least guess at the meaning of signs in French, German or Italian. Not so in Dutch.
I was asked yesterday why I chose to run these races. The answer is simple—so I can spread the LIVESTRONG message and offer hope to those affected by cancer. 4 years ago I had cancer. Last Sunday, I completed my 65th race mile for LIVESTRONG since March. If I can do it, so can you.
2 months. 4 countries. 4 events. Marking 4 years.
In February of 2008 I was diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer. The next two months brought the start of my treatment, and my physical “low point.”
To mark 4 years since the start of my treatment and recovery, I will be participating in 4 events in 4 countries in March and April. In addition to the Paris half Marathon, I will be running the Rome Marathon, Rotterdam Marathon, and the Deutche Weinstrasse half Marathon.
If you would like to donate to my LIVESTRONG fundraising efforts, please visit my webpage:
http://laf.livestrong.org/goto/Bryan2012
And now for the splits (for my tri-circle folks):
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